There has been so much going on in my life lately that I can’t
even begin to configure everything into a simple blog. But the one thing that
has been a constant reminder through all of the things that I have been going
through is that it’s all going be ok. I have seen family members and friends
change in drastic ways recently. A lot of trust has been broken, words have
been said that can’t ever be taken back and actions have definitely forced me
to see people who I thought were close to me in a different light. But here is
the thing about this time around, I’m not sad about it or devastated about it. It’s
been an assurance that I have held on to that this will be ok whatever it is
and whatever happens. I am not responsible for people’s actions or their words.
I am not responsible for what people do and say. All I am responsible for is
myself. I have been on a quest to get my happy back and what I really think
that is about is being comfortable in my own skin and my own decisions and not
letting people or situations effect me. I am done with feeling guilty about
others actions and choices family or not. I am done with feeling like I should
say something different just to avoid people’s egos getting bruised because
they can’t handle the reality of the situation. Here’s the deal I am going
state the situation let the chips fall where they may because holding in it
causes way too much stress. Here’s the deal one day my feet will get cold and
my eyes will shut and that is a guarantee for everyone so while we are here we
should at least be happy and if those people around you aren’t willing to be
happy with you or celebrate in your happiness then it might be time to let them
go. Not everyone even family members who start the journey with you are suppose
to end the journey with you. Don’t get upset when people betray you, hurt you,
leave you or force you to leave them because that just means you’re being saved
from trouble and preserved for something greater. God doesn’t just want you to
get to the victory; he wants you to get to the victory with less burses as
possible. So trust Jesus and Obey the father and in all of this God will give
you a purpose for your pain. Let you pain, your problems and your entire
struggle be intentional. Never forget only God is good so don’t be surprised in
peoples behavior….
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